My Life My Rules

2010-07-04T04:26:00.003+08:00

Speakin Out Of The Shadow

Hey guys, its been a while since i last blog. And today is going to be the last day of my school holidays, which i find it suck because the holidays didnt feel much of a holiday to me.The first few weeks felt like a long week ahead of me, but as the days go by, it wasnt enough.

One of the weeks I went to Indonesia,Kerimun, my aunty hometown, for Three day Two nights and had one of my best time in my life over there. I get to do things over there which i can't over here. Like riding the bike, going anywhere i want to whenever i want to, doing what i want when i want it and the best part for me, SMOKING.. yeah. My mom somehow knew about it so there is no point hiding it.

In Singapore, if you are a smoker thats not above 18 whose parent didnt know you smoke, you will be hiding or runing away from your parent or people who will catch you for underage smoking or sometimes smoking contraband cigarettes or even both. The reason for contraband cigarettes is all thanks to the expensive up-to-$12-a-pack Singapore cigarettes which cost up to $6 a pack.

But over there, I was free to smoke where and when i like with no one to hide from. I even join them smoking in the living room after dinner. And they was like 'Eh, you smoke too??' and I was like 'Yeah'. It was an awesome experience to me, I mean how do you always get this? None, I think, for now. On the last day, my grand dad even bought me a pack of cigarettes. How cool was that??

Another best part about being over there is the stars. When I steped out of the back door to have a smoke, i saw alots of stars in the night sky. Theres even a diamond shape star if the stars are joined together. Its like the most stars that i had ever seen. Im not sure if Singapore can get as many stars as i had seen over there due to the light pollution over here. Because outside of the house there are not as many light as compare to Singapore, its everywhere.

On my free time i took a ride to the beach to think about everything that i had done, everything that i have been through, my problems, my friends and family, and even her. What they are doing without me now? Do they miss me? Does she miss me? Is she doing fine? Are they doing fine? Is she thinking of me as i always think of her?? As much as im asking, it somehow always fades away, or it isn't there. I can't explain why but its like it is left back home.

Now that im home, it just started all over again.

2010-01-12T23:51:00.000+08:00

2010!!!!

ahaha

today its the 2nd week of school

and im feeling a bit better then last week..

soooo

last week is the 1st week of sch

dam tried man..

1st day got guitar training

2nd day gor cca day

3rd day i forget. aha

4th day forget again..

and friday guitar club workshop thinggy..

haha

and i'm not me most of the days..

most prob of sick i think..

haha

just now pratice the songs with awis, haikal and nas for short.. idk his long name..

ahaa

2nd training with him.. hah

not bad uhh

but can be beter :D

2009-12-27T03:26:00.000+08:00

Life's a circle and it spins me around
A broken record, always making the same sound

Time and time I get my hopes up

Just to find I only get let down

Like a season that refuses to change

A stubborn winter growing colder everyday

Give me something that can warm me up again

I swear to let it in

You're my something

You are my everything

You're the one that makes me feel alive

You end my suffering

You end my misery

You're the one that makes me feel alive

You can run, you can run, you can run away

I would find you and convince you to stay

You're the one who, who can warm me up again

I swear to let you in (x2)

Like an ocean, I just keep making waves

You are my vessel with an anchor that will never stray

You're the one who, who can wake me up again

I swear to let you in

You're my something

You are my everything

You're the one that makes me feel alive

You end my suffering

You end my misery

You're the one that makes me feel alive

You can run, you can run, you can run away

I would find you and convince you to stay

You're the one who, who can warm me up again

I swear to let you in (x4)

2009-12-12T00:54:00.002+08:00

Yeyy!! today watch New Moon with my cuzz my my adik!!

haha

fun and free..

hehe

my cuzz belanje me.. wakaakk.

is me or you that is fading away???

i miss u...

but its seems you don't

2009-12-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!!

ITS BEEN A WHILE

HAHA

I WANT THIS GUITAR!!!

HAHA

an ESP LTD EX-401DX

and an White/Gold Les Paul can??

2009-09-26T01:55:00.003+08:00

Hey!!

just came back from jalan raye with siglap friends

hahaa

okay laa

gerek

met adam and irfan at interchange

before that saw one of the twins again

haha

i dont know the adik or the kakak

cos i dont know they look the same to me

gahaha

yesterday saw the both of them at eastpoint

after my performence at SIM

haha.. kayy moving on~~~

the three of us went to rizal house

the first house

yeahh

a lot of purple color

and he was also wearing purple
ikut theme kate kann XD

played with his gutiar

freaking nice to play with...

i show off some riffs and he did some licks

play play play

commented on each other playing

i like its neck.

not like mine... haaaa

and dam heavy.. pfft

next was ain house
rizal tag with us

rumah pun purple

haha

ate makaroni

pedas betul

and also with chicken nuggets

my fave

yeyy

i eat it the most..

hehe

abeh drg tk mkn aku

aku mkn dulu uhhh

hahahaa

next was amira

before that in the bus otw

there was this cute baby sitting beside me

keep on laughing everytime i make funny faces

haha

cute uhhhh

next was irfan

then syazni
syazni tag with the 4 of us

then go adam house

then zamir house
then bye-bye

im lazy to type fully for the last few houses

ask me if you wana know more..

haha

need to do things for the house now

kay bye tc

nite

2009-09-17T23:34:00.002+08:00

just came back from Gaylang

hahha

buy my baju kurung

yeyy

pack oi situ

haaaa

at first when we arrrived there

i didnt see the baju kurung i wanted

then i was like WTHHH

dammmm

beh jalan2

beh npk satu baju mcm okay jerr

behh beli uhh

haha

kay nk tdo

bye

tc hehe

2009-09-17T00:47:00.004+08:00

Someone asked me: Why do you hate her so much???

I replied: I dont know, I just hate her.

Do you bury me when I’m gone

Do you teach me while I’m here

Just as soon as I belong

Then it’s time I disappear

imisssomeone

2009-09-06T01:34:00.004+08:00

yeahhh

its 1.35 in the morning still have not sleep

haha

just now break fast at simpang bedok

eat egg perata

yahooo!!! da lame tk mknn

haha

one part very funny tauu

hahah

my bro wanted suger bec they give curry

so my mom ask for the suger when the guy pass by

when he came back

he brought a whole bucket of suger and place it on the table

with a loud thump

hahah

then we all laugh laaa

hahahahahhaha

then go geylang...

jalan2 buy kueh raye

haha

then go wanted to go and buy my pink baju kurung

but tk de sehhh

next week then come :(

it cost $20

simple and cheap

hahha

who wouldn't want to buy it rite??

soo thats all

hhaha

k bye

Yeyyy!!!

2009-09-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

Yeahhh!!!

i think i have almost done doing my blog

hahaa..

but only left the wishlist...

and also my blog is fine when viewing using internet explorer

but when using morezila firefox is all mess up :(

how sehhh???

any idea??

thanks :D

Teacher's Day 2009

2009-08-31T14:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!!

woo hoo...
just now went back to siglap to visit my teachers...

i really miss them..

esp my form teacher... Miss Chin!!!!

(see that pic up there, thats her :D)

she was the first one that i wanted to see

then followed by Mr Ang which i always disturb him abt the wallet thingy

hahah

and he was with Mrs Q.. hahha

then Mdm Sahrul.. yeahhh

talk for a while about some stuff and S.N.O

hahah

then Mdm Asiyah came and was like very busy with the n level thing

soo pahamm uhh..

then go see Mr Lek..

haha

long time never see him. hahah

talk talk talk

then wanted to go out but saw Mdm Surati, my sec 1 form teacher :D

i was like HELLO and she was like hello eh come here laa..

haha

kekek tauuu

yeahhh so yeahh thats all i thinkk

haha

Me And The Girls XD

and yeah
i changed my blog skin
i think this is better

haha

bye

exam

2009-08-11T21:03:00.001+08:00

hey
tomorro exam i think
haha
k bye tc

Tomorro the big day!!!!

2009-07-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

yeahhh..
so 2moro performing for guitar club
couldnt wait to put on my new G2000 shirt and snap snap everywhere haha
wee~~
and thanks you Mr Jerry for lending yg nice acoustic guitar
hehe
bye

Guitar Traininggg

2009-07-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

heyyyyy
today 2nd day of schh
woke up late.. hahah.
so today got new timetable..
fcuking stupid mannn

monday = 0800-0130
tuesday = 0800-1230
wedseday = 0800-0400
thursday = 0800-0500
friday = 0900-1230

soo friday tk tahu sempat gi sembayang ker tkk
kalau gi pun rushing sehhh
hmphh

So after sch went so white sand to buy my mak cik nye present with haikal
tunggu drg punye lamee
haha
kite tunggu kat 358 nye tempat duduk sane
then saw ramai bdk siglap haha
yg ader kerek siol...

the 1st one to arrive was mai..
then we go jalan2 again at ws again..
Then you know what or not?!?!?
there was this one girl terase sioll
hahha
it goes like thiss....
kite ngah nk naik atas 2 lvl
beh pandang kat mac uhh
behh npk bdk siglap
jagi aku tanye mai uhh
'ehh kau kenal dek tuu???'
beh die cpk ape tahh lupe
beh ade satu popan depan die
then i said
'beh popan tu terase sahh... hahah'
mai ' ahh2 laa sioll.. die tersengeh2'
hahha.. funny laa sehh

then the other two arrived
beh mls nk tunggu kasi duit kat drg beh terus balik sekolaa
then da smpi kat busstop
kite nk main mercon yg pop2 nye tuu
behh da light kite due2 lari beh tk de pape punn -.-''
haha

soo yeahhh
got guitar training
play the chords
end of the day
ask guitar teacher which guitar is better
in terms of the plug-in and stuff like that :)

And guess what i saw in the frige?!?!
a Double Chocolate ^.^
k bye

1st Day Of School

2009-07-06T14:25:00.000+08:00

damm.
today was the first day of school
wake up at 6.30
siap2 behh naik bus sampai sekolah at almost 8
beh luar class jumpe Hanafia.haha
talk a while bec i was the FIRST one to arrive.. haha yey

Class was boring so i played pokemon hahah
fun siol!!!! last time nk beli mahal gile bab...
beh sekarang nk main pki Bluetooh ajer... hahha

And guess whatt??
i just found that Shasyaa and Tina are sedare
hahha
cool knn
k bye

Last Week Of Holiday!!!

2009-07-04T01:02:00.000+08:00

heyyy

its been a while since i last update

haha

its becaues i was too lazyy

hhaha

anw

there are the things i did

24 June 2009
Transformers 2: Revenge Of The Fallen

Gerek siol!!!
hahha..

Watch it with Aizad and Zamir...

Freaking cool man!!
i wana watch it again
^.^

27 June 2009

Went cycling with family

haha
fun you know
i was the only one using BMX
the rest using the gear bike
leceh ajer
hahah

03 July 2009

Met someone new
Someone i met before

Also happen to be my Bestfriend punye Bestfriend

hahah

cool knn

She is Haniz

haha

And aslo she got wrote abt me ^.^

haha

k gd nite

2 movies in one week...

2009-06-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

heyyyy

guess what???

this week i been to the movies 2 times!!!

yey!!

let me tell you what happened.....

MONDAY 080609

yupp..

i watched this with my mom, sibilings and my sedare.. kecoh sehhh

and aslo the movie is in 3D!!! quite fun you know when the cartoon appers to come out..

then you can hear the whole cenima go wahhhhhh...

haahaa fun you know....

this movie is really good for the whole family.. 10 star man!!! woohoo!!

pics after the movie...

me
mai
mai againmy bro
me and my bro

WEDNESDAY 100609

yahhh.. its the part 2 of night in the museum....

now this i watched with my mak cik and sedare..

heres how the day started:

after naji went back home happily jamming my guitar when my sedare msg me and said that today they want to retun libray book and go then jalan2.. i thought go tm so tk pasal uh.. then almost 2:00 i go siap2 wearing my shorts and t-shirt.. tapi bile smpi umah nenekk... sappp.. all dress mcm nk gi jalan jauh2 nye punyee and i was like very odd.. then i asked la oi krg nk gi aner lupe nye gi jauh bukan jln2 kat tm.. hahah.. then i was like lerrrrrrrrr.. so balik mandi jap then siap2 betul2 baru keluar..

we reached bugis dlm kur 8 i think bec before that my mak cik go jumpe kwn die beh drg bual2 lame nyeeee.. da waste time.. then we go topmen and i saw they sell t-shirt 2 for $29 while 1 for $19 which was very cheep.. i bought the black and blue one.. asked my makcik to buy.. nyahhaa.. sambil carik some of them go to the ticketing counter to look at the show they have behh knn da beli behh gituuu2 msk wayang kur 9.30 when the show started 9.20 so we miss 5 min so so of the movie.. habis dalam kur 11.30 i think.. behh the journy back home was long..

soo yahhh

hahah

the one

2009-06-03T14:51:00.000+08:00

ok this the the last donut left and i got to eat it. hhahah.. hmmm.. bahu sedap uhh tk leh angkat..

nak makan laaaa.. bubye..

Playing instead of studing

2009-06-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

Mannnn
yesterday online test was damm hard cos i didnt study, i know i should have but i didnt bec i was too busy playing my psp which i had download a new game and it was fun.. hhahha.. the next exam is on thusday and still have not study for it... seram oi... tapi malas sekaliiii.. ish ish ish.. ape nk jadii..

now its about 11.39 in the night and still not studying, playing games instead. just now the whole family went to tampines mart to buy stuff like donut, hmmmm i love donut and i ate 4 of them left 1 left in the frige, i hope i get to eat it in the morning, but not me cos i was too busy playing my psp.......

First Post!!! yey

2009-05-30T00:58:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings
hahah
testing2