Hey guys, its been a while since i last blog. And today is going to be the last day of my school holidays, which i find it suck because the holidays didnt feel much of a holiday to me.The first few weeks felt like a long week ahead of me, but as the days go by, it wasnt enough.

One of the weeks I went to Indonesia,Kerimun, my aunty hometown, for Three day Two nights and had one of my best time in my life over there. I get to do things over there which i can't over here. Like riding the bike, going anywhere i want to whenever i want to, doing what i want when i want it and the best part for me, SMOKING.. yeah. My mom somehow knew about it so there is no point hiding it.

In Singapore, if you are a smoker thats not above 18 whose parent didnt know you smoke, you will be hiding or runing away from your parent or people who will catch you for underage smoking or sometimes smoking contraband cigarettes or even both. The reason for contraband cigarettes is all thanks to the expensive up-to-$12-a-pack Singapore cigarettes which cost up to $6 a pack.

But over there, I was free to smoke where and when i like with no one to hide from. I even join them smoking in the living room after dinner. And they was like 'Eh, you smoke too??' and I was like 'Yeah'. It was an awesome experience to me, I mean how do you always get this? None, I think, for now. On the last day, my grand dad even bought me a pack of cigarettes. How cool was that??

Another best part about being over there is the stars. When I steped out of the back door to have a smoke, i saw alots of stars in the night sky. Theres even a diamond shape star if the stars are joined together. Its like the most stars that i had ever seen. Im not sure if Singapore can get as many stars as i had seen over there due to the light pollution over here. Because outside of the house there are not as many light as compare to Singapore, its everywhere.

On my free time i took a ride to the beach to think about everything that i had done, everything that i have been through, my problems, my friends and family, and even her. What they are doing without me now? Do they miss me? Does she miss me? Is she doing fine? Are they doing fine? Is she thinking of me as i always think of her?? As much as im asking, it somehow always fades away, or it isn't there. I can't explain why but its like it is left back home.

Now that im home, it just started all over again.